Today begins my 100 days!!!!
100 days 100 days 100 days!!! TURN UP!!!!
i did a lot of growing & i’m excited from where i came from but i’m more excited about where i’m going.
| Word of the day | I am in awe of the things that have been revealed to me today. I am abundantly thankful & humbled. I am overjoyed. Today someone else could have taken it negatively, however I took it as an eye opener, an open door, and a lesson/message. The only thing I can relate back to you from my experience is if you truly believe in something fight, hold on, go after it and be open for the lessons you will learn about yourself in the process. Growth is the game. You will mess up, the key tho is how you recover from it. 💜💋✌️
Lately I’ve been talking to black men about how they feel about me cutting my hair (my hair was mid length and i cut it to an inch off my skull), for entertainment, and they have said they don’t appreciate me cutting it because so many black women don’t have long hair of their own & wear it out….
It’s a shame black men really believe this. Who are ya’ll looking at. Many of my black friends and family members have long hair that is theirs that they show off. Some of them also like to wear weave to protect the hair they do have from damage from doin it so often. There are tons of women with long dreads, braids, twists, straight, and curly hair around me and I honestly don’t know where ya’ll get this stigma from that black women don’t have hair or it’s hard for them to grow hair…
tonight was beautiful. i’m so glad i went.
(to an open mic at rider university)
i was so nervous. i’m now more inspired to write more. i’m so excited. i got so much support from people i don’t even know; new faces & acquaintances.
now i’m going to find an open mic at temple (my school) & see how that’s going
a bit about me
you can run from things in your life, but eventually you’ll get tired and your issues and bothersome things will grow faster and catch up to you. The question is, would you rather deal with the things you are running from now and get it over with, or later?
i am in love with the beach
the sky is ma boo
scenery is my side
i post a lot of beyonce and jay
i am fifth year senior at temple
i graduate in january
i am a sucka fa love
i am a hair fanatic (growth, figuring it out)
i have aspirations of being a vegetarian or eating organic meats
i can’t cook but i can bake
i can’t stay up all night like i used to four years ago -_- but im only 23
i love my body but
realization: i have a really hard time letting go of things, even of the things that harm me. it’s weird because i literally know there is no reason for me to still have this attachment yet i keep finding my way back. it’s ridiculous. it’s embarrassing. it’s harmful to my personal growth and success in all areas in my life.
goal: find some way to let go and stay away
i struggle with the acceptance of how skinny i am. i can look in the mirror at my house with half of my clothes on and say “yes girl you’ve got it” and then when i go to the gym and catch a glimpse of myself in those huge mirrors i’m just like “omg you are so skinny child”. now some of this can be the difference in the clothes i am wearing. I just find myself at times to be a bit awkward. i’m not saying i would like to gain weight. i love my body i just wish my perception of it would stay the same. i truly believe i was a bit more muscular when i was in high school. i played field hockey and basketball and i know what my body used to look like. i also gained the freshman 15 so i was a bit thicker. but recently i’ve lost weight and i’m having to deal with learning how to accept that i’m skinnier than i was five years ago… it’s a challenge but i’m slowly accepting it. it’s not like i look in the mirror like “ew you are too skinny” i just look in the mirror and say “wow” and recognize that i’m noticing a change :/
it’s 1:11pm and i’m thinkin bout alcohol… not tryna get drunk, i just want some… possibly just a buzz at the most
im so confident in my next steps in life. i believe im confident because i’m ready. i’m so ready to take on the world and new experiences and life and love. and i’m confident and i KNOW they will work out because i’m not confident for selfish reasons or negative reasons. everything will work out and i’m sl excited
pure carrot juice… im scared to drink it
it bothers me when someone speaks on someone else’s life. i mean i didn’t know you had so much power to just talk about someone like you aren’t human, like you are the highest god of gods.
people can’t live unless they are passing judgments and it’s sad. i never understand why people can’t just focus on their own life
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